Watching the sun set and the sky growing dark
Up on the tress as the cold wind blew.
I still don't know why it started but
I never wanted to leave I knew.
Wine, laughter, great company
What else could I possibly ask for?
I would say, if you asked me
Just a little bit time more.
The time we had together was short
As night always turned to day.
Though my heart hoped it did not
Goodbye it seemed we must say.
We couldn't have known when we met
That so close we'd come to grow.
More similar than one would expect
But different paths we now have to go.
'If only's and 'What if's may trouble our minds
As treasured thoughts plague our memory.
We try to shake free from these binds
Seems like it'll take an eternity.
Perhaps we got the timing wrong
Perhaps we let ourselves astray.
But as our hours together grew long
I wouldn't rather have had it any other way.
And now we part as dear friends do
With dry eyes but hearts filled with tears.
I have to say that I'll miss you
And hope we'll be friends for coming years.
You'll be my bittersweet memory
Playing out my heart's symphony
In two months you created a treasury
A collection of longing melodies.
Livenia's ramblings
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
Your Touch is My Drowning Sea
A brush on the arm
A touch, a kiss.
Gaze into your eyes I'm falling
Into a dark abyss.
"It's wrong", "Be strong"
In darkness voices call
I'm far away, down below
Those voices seem so small.
In distance I see the light
Way up a pinpoint of bright.
But sweet seduction drowns me
All around is the night
What is wrong and what is right
It's now so hard to say.
I'm lost, I'm confused
I can't tell night from day.
Sinking, drifting, falling
Darkness is all around.
Your touch is my darkness
In this sea I drown.
I could kick away, break free
These hands that pull me further.
But what if I want to
Succumb to this endless struggle.
I give up, I surrender,
Those voices I hear no longer.
Who am I, what are we?
Hush, such queries don't matter.
Your hand on mine; I breathe in
Water fills my lungs.
My lips on yours; no talking
Wordless sighs roll off tongues.
A brush on the arm
A touch, a kiss.
You see I'm drowning
But please don't miss
A smile adorns my lips.
Your touch is my drowning sea
But
Your love is my sanctuary.
A touch, a kiss.
Gaze into your eyes I'm falling
Into a dark abyss.
"It's wrong", "Be strong"
In darkness voices call
I'm far away, down below
Those voices seem so small.
In distance I see the light
Way up a pinpoint of bright.
But sweet seduction drowns me
All around is the night
What is wrong and what is right
It's now so hard to say.
I'm lost, I'm confused
I can't tell night from day.
Sinking, drifting, falling
Darkness is all around.
Your touch is my darkness
In this sea I drown.
I could kick away, break free
These hands that pull me further.
But what if I want to
Succumb to this endless struggle.
I give up, I surrender,
Those voices I hear no longer.
Who am I, what are we?
Hush, such queries don't matter.
Your hand on mine; I breathe in
Water fills my lungs.
My lips on yours; no talking
Wordless sighs roll off tongues.
A brush on the arm
A touch, a kiss.
You see I'm drowning
But please don't miss
A smile adorns my lips.
Your touch is my drowning sea
But
Your love is my sanctuary.
Wednesday, November 6, 2013
Thursday, October 24, 2013
It's been a while...here's an excerpt of a poem I just wrote:
Hug
me close, hold me tight
Lay
with me night after night
Kiss
my lips, caress my face
Tell me in your heart I have a special
place
It
hurts the most to lose something I had
I
watch you move on and it makes me sad
How
could you have loved me and then not
When in this tangle of feelings I remain caught
And
here I am
Putting
up this dam
Inside
I’m breaking
On
my own, still loving
Thursday, January 31, 2013
When you
hear the raindrops fall
As though
the sky is weeping
The peaceful
calm of the night
Is right
there for the reaping.
Do you gaze
out into the darkness
Feeling like
you're all alone?
Watch the
rivulets down the pane
Hear the oak
trees moan?
Do you
retreat into your mind,
Run through
all your thoughts?
Examine the
life you live,
And try to
connect the dots?
Do you
finally fall into slumber
On your face
a peaceful smile.
Forgetting
all your worries
Just for a
little while.
And when you
wake in the morning,
Do you see
the sunrise?
Sit up in
bed, look out,
And open
your eyes?
Do you arise
from your bed
All ready to
go on?
Are you
looking forward to the day?
Do you feel
reborn?
Or does
something plague you
Day by
passing day?
Those dark
thoughts cast their shadows
And you
can't keep them at bay.
Those raindrops
you hear falling
Remind you
of tears shed.
You try so
hard it hurts
But can't
get them out of your head.
Those oak
trees moan without
And within
your heart does too.
Water runs
down the windowpane
As tears on
your face do.
You retreat
into your mind
But peace
you look for, you can't find.
All you
think of is you
Caught in
that daily grind.
A fitful
sleep you enter
Hours full
of nightmares.
A large
shadow flickering in the candlelight
A red eye
that glares.
Morning
comes and with it light
Softly
grazing your face.
But this
light, oh it does not reach
Into that
deep dark place.
So morning
comes and morning goes
And a day
passes as such.
You move
around, you eat, you work
But you
can't bring yourself to care of much.
What life is
this
If it is
life this way?
Why not
bring light to dark
Find meaning
in the day?
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
The question I get most now is what I've been doing during Alll the free time I have since I'm neither going to school nor working nor learning driving or whatnot. Honestly I have no idea where all my time goes. I've been back from the states for exactly a month now, and I'm wondering where that whole month went. As a matter of fact, it seems as though my life has always been as such, having an endless amount of free time, and my holiday to US was eons ago, as was my stint in junior college.
So what do I do..? I slack at home. I write sometimes, I read storybooks, and I watch Chinese historical series like 三国演义, which is really nice as I forgot the entire complex story since I last watched it when I was somewhere in Primary school. Then I watch American series.
Once in a while, I go out with my friends for dinner during weekdays or during weekends, because they are all hardworking people who have found jobs/internships.
But that being said, I think I've had enough of this rather unfulfilling times. Now I can't wait to start my internship on 2nd April, to meet new people, make new friends, and get out of my house to do something more meaningful/useful/interesting.
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